Myalgic Encephalomyelitis: The shocking disease

by | Mar 14, 2010 | Featured, THRIVE! JOURNAL | 20 comments

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by Jodi Bassett

Myalgic Encephalomyelitis - The shocking disease

Hummingbird © Jodi Bassett

In trying to explain how extreme the suffering is, and how urgent the need is for genuine advocacy in Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (M.E.), just relating the basic facts isn’t enough. I can tell you the following basic M.E. facts:

• M.E. is similar in a number of significant ways to illnesses such as multiple sclerosis (MS), Lupus and Polio.

• M.E. occurs in epidemic and sporadic forms, over 60 M.E. outbreaks have been recorded worldwide since 1934.

• What defines M.E. is a specific type of acquired damage to the brain (the central nervous system) caused by a virus (an enterovirus). It is an acute (sudden) onset neurological disease initiated by a virus infection with multi system involvement which is characterised by post encephalitic damage to the brain stem.

• The term M.E. was coined in 1956 and means: My = muscle, algic = pain, Encephalo = brain, mye = spinal cord, itis = inflammation. This neurological damage has been confirmed in autopsies of M.E. patients.

• primarily neurological, but also involves cognitive, cardiac, cardiovascular, immunological, metabolic, respiratory, hormonal, gastrointestinal and musculo-skeletal dysfunctions and damage. M.E. causes an inability to maintain bodily homeostasis. More than 64 individual symptoms of M.E. have been scientifically documented.

• M.E. can be more disabling than MS or polio, and many other serious diseases. M.E. is one of the most disabling diseases there is. More than 30% of M.E. patients are housebound, wheelchair-reliant and/or bedbound and are severely limited with even basic movement and communication. In some cases fatal.

• The hearts of M.E. patients only pump barely pump enough blood for them to stay alive. Their circulating blood volume is reduced by up to 50%. Thus M.E. patients are severely limited in physical, cognitive and orthostatic (being upright) exertion and sensory input. This problem of reduced circulating blood volume, leading to cardiac insufficiency, is why every brief period spent walking or sitting, every conversation and every exposure to light or noise can affect M.E. patients so profoundly. Seemingly minor ‘activities’ can cause significantly increased symptom severity and/or disability (often with a 48-72 hour delay in onset), prolonged relapse lasting months, years or longer, permanent bodily damage (e.g. heart damage or organ failure), disease progression or death.

If activity levels exceed cardiac output by even 1%, death occurs. Thus the activity levels of M.E. patients must remain strictly within the limits of their reduced cardiac output just in order for them to stay alive. M.E. patients who are able to rest appropriately and avoid severe or prolonged overexertion have repeatedly been shown to have the most positive long-term prognosis.

• M.E. is a testable and scientifically measurable disease with several unique features that is not difficult to diagnose, even within just a few weeks of onset, using a series of objective tests.

• M.E. is a debilitating neurological disease which has been recognised by the World Health Organisation (WHO) since 1969 as a distinct organic neurological disorder. M.E. is classified in the current WHO International Classification of Diseases with the neurological code G.93.3.

• Many patients with M.E. do not have access to even basic appropriate medical care. Medical abuse and neglect is also extremely common and often results in the disease becoming severe (and in some cases, death is caused).

• Governments around the world are currently spending $0 a year on M.E. research.

In my opinion, these facts however, fall far short of really getting across what a hell on earth M.E. really is. In thinking about M.E. and all of the terrible things that are happening so unfairly to so many wonderful innocent people year after year, and how extremely severe a disease it can be physically, I keep coming back to one word. Shocking. Above all else, I think M.E. is a shocking disease. These are a few of the biggest shocks I’ve faced, and that others with M.E. also experience:

1. The shock of extremely severe sudden illness and disability. The first big shock is how quickly and completely your entire life can change forever. Having your body suddenly act very differently and not be able to do all the things you have done many thousands or millions of times before, is surreal. This is especially so when this occurs suddenly from one day to the next, as it does with M.E. The sense of unreality can be so strong that you almost wonder why everyone else is still going on as if nothing had changed and everything was normal.

For me, in March 1995 at the age of 19, I went from being very healthy and happy one day to having problems standing upright for more than a few minutes at a time, the next. I also suddenly had severe problems sleeping, thinking and remembering, speaking and understanding speech, eating many foods that I previously tolerated perfectly well, coping with even low levels of noise and light and vibration, coping with warm weather, sitting, with my heart and blood pressure, with any type of physical or cognitive activity causing severe relapse unless within very strict limits as well as memory loss, facial agnosia, learning difficulties, severe pain, alcohol intolerance, blackouts and seizures, intense unusual headaches, burning eyes and ear pain, rashes (and other skin problems), severe nausea and vertigo, total loss of balance when I closed my eyes or the room was dark, muscle weakness and paralysis, and so on. I suddenly had over 60 individual symptoms, and could only do 40% or less of my pre-illness activities.

It’s a bit like one day waking up and suddenly everyone around you is speaking another language and looking at you strangely for not being able to understand what is being said. Or from one day to the next the sky suddenly going from blue to yellow, or all chocolate suddenly tasting like fish or olives, and bananas tasting like broccoli – but only to you. At first, not only is it very hard to just accept, but also to really believe it is happening, and that it won’t just go away as suddenly as it came. It’s all just such a big shock.

2. The medical system shock. As if that weren’t enough all on its own, the next big shock involves lifelong beliefs about our medical system. You soon find out that the disease you have is one of those that is treated differently from many others, that not every disease is viewed equally, and that bizarrely this has nothing at all to do with the type of disease or the severity of the disease or its symptoms, or testable abnormalities, or the possibility of death, but other non-scientific and non-medical factors. It has to do with political and financial factors, and marketing.

You find out that some diseases get you ‘red carpet’ treatment or some see that you treated very well, others adequately, and unfortunately several leave you with no real care at all. Even worse, not only with no appropriate care at all, but often subject to serious mistreatment from the professionals meant to be there to help you.

Most people trust absolutely that if they get severely ill, they can go to an emergency room and be given the appropriate medical care. I used to trust in that too. But I was to soon find out the hard way that that didn’t apply to me anymore. If I went to the emergency room, there was an enormous chance I’d not only get no help at all, but be ridiculed into the bargain or told ‘to stop exaggerating’ or refused the appropriate tests (and have older test results ignored). I may then be told, illogically, and despite all the evidence to the contrary that ‘there is nothing wrong with you, go home and let us care for someone who is really ill.’ I’d be far more likely to come out of the emergency room far sicker than when I’d gone in (in crisis), as well as being verbally abused and insulted as well.

Dealing with GPs and specialists is also much the same most of the time, for those with M.E. Probably the most common treatment recommended to patients with M.E. is graded exercise therapy (GET). This is a ‘treatment’ that can and very often does leave M.E. patients, including small children, far sicker afterwards for months, years or longer (wheelchair-reliant, bedbound, needing intensive care etc.). It can also cause death. While it may help some of those with other illnesses very different to M.E., it has a ZERO percent chance of providing any benefit to M.E. patients. If even a tiny percentage, say 2%, of almost any other patient group were made as ill and disabled by any treatment (as M.E. patients are by GET) it would be a huge scandal. It’d make all the papers and there would be all sorts of legal actions and enquiries, and outpourings of public outrage. Yet the incidence of M.E. patients being recommended, or forced or coerced into, this torture…sorry, ‘treatment’ is growing every year. Nobody much cares or even knows. It’s more than shocking or just cruel, it’s obscene.

Most people have no idea that all this medical abuse occurs regularly, to people just as ill or even far more ill as those with MS or Lupus. When you do try to tell them most often they refuse to believe it could be true, so strong is their belief in the fairness and logic of our health system and how much thought, objectivity and careful investigation supposedly goes into giving a final diagnosis and recommending treatment. It’s a shocking loss, this loss of belief in a health safety net and our medical system being based on logic, science and due care. It’s such a comforting belief, it’s hardly surprising people don’t want to give it up, even if it is false.

Thanks to inappropriate medical care, I, as with many other M.E. patients, soon struggled to do even 5% of the activities I had pre-illness. I was made housebound and 99% bedbound, and have remained so for the last 10 years. My heart-rate skyrockets and my blood pressure drops dramatically after just a few minutes of standing or other overexerting activity. It feels like a heart attack in every organ, and as if my heart is about to explode, or just stop. (The highest heart-rate measurement I’ve had is 170 bpm and the lowest blood pressure measurement is 79/59 – both were taken at times when I was only moderately ill, relatively speaking, nowhere near my most severe state. Scary.) I have spent most of the last decade, alone and in pain in a dark quiet room, coping with many different and hideous symptoms. I accept that some people get ill, and that I am at risk of this as much as anyone. What is hard to take is that, like so many M.E. patients, my reaching such a severe disability level and losing so much of my life was completely unnecessary and would very likely not have happened had I had even the most basic appropriate support in the beginning.

3. The welfare system shock. Despite being extremely ill and disabled, M.E. patients are often shocked to find that getting the basic welfare payments is very difficult or impossible. Bizarrely enough, the system is set up in such a way that you can actually be too ill to qualify, as so many hoops are required to be jumped through to lodge a successful claim, without which the claim is denied. Ironically, the government agencies seem to have little interest in this conundrum, nor in how much sicker jumping through all their hoops makes you long-term. The ignorance of doctors and their inability to give you an unbiased examination is also a huge problem. Again, what is far more important to them is the name and reputation of your disease, not how ill and disabled you are. It is not uncommon to find instances of M.E. patients living for years with no disability payments, having to live on the mercy of family, or becoming homeless and having to eat out of bins.

4. The media shock. The general public largely trusts the medical information given about different diseases in the media. I did too, and I still do to a large extent, provided the article is about MS or cancer. But like many M.E. patients, I was shocked to find out that when it came to diseases like mine, there was no onus at all on the reporter to be accurate. While a furore would ensure if articles made up entirely of false information were printed about MS or cancer, almost every article that I read about M.E. was of this unbelievably low standard, yet nobody seemed to care at all.

Similarly, the outrage when certain groups are made fun of in what is deemed an offensive manner, simply does not occur when it’s M.E. that is being ridiculed. For some reason M.E. patients (in the UK particularly) are fair game. This is because despite the fact that our governments have created laws designed to stop discrimination on the basis of gender, race and disability and so on, discrimination against M.E. patients is not only allowed, but is actively supported and promoted by government. (For information on why this occurs, see What is M.E.?)

5. The human rights groups shock. While the big human rights groups seem very eager to help many other groups and even individuals facing small or large problems, they seem completely unwilling to even look at the severe abuse of human rights facing perhaps a million M.E. patients worldwide, let alone do anything at all to actually help. This when even the smallest action on their part, the smallest indication of support for the M.E. cause, would be such a huge step forward for the cause. Such ignorance and injustice is shocking.

6. The friends and family shock. What makes coping with all these things unimaginably worse is having to do so with little if any support from friends and family – and even while facing abuse or ridicule from friends and family. Some patients are even disowned by their whole family, or all but a few members. Loved ones often believe the same financially-motivated media and government-sanctioned nonsense about your disease as the doctors do. It’s such a huge shock that those you love could see you so ill and refuse to support you and that they have more trust in doctors than in your integrity. They can’t believe that if you were seriously ill, a doctor could miss it, even though that is exactly what has happened. Not having medical support makes getting support from friends and family almost impossible.

Having loved ones not stand by you hurts a lot, in many ways. It takes yet another huge swipe at what self-esteem you have left after being treated like dirt by your trusted doctors and welfare departments, leaving study incomplete and/or losing your job and your ability to support yourself and/or being denied the services of a carer when you urgently need one. After so many attacks on your integrity and worth you can’t help but be worn down by it all. Particularly when you’re so ill and even more so if you are under the age of 18 when you become ill. You inevitably feel, not depressed, but as if you must personally be unworthy somehow of any type of care or compassion. Such messages inevitably sink in to some extent after constant repetition, no matter how educated, strong or mentally fit you are.

7. The M.E. charities and support groups shock. Realising that very, very nearly all of the charities and support groups that claim to be there to help you actually do not represent or support you at all and are actually hostile to your interests is yet another huge shock. You go to a group that you trust finally to give you the unadulterated facts and to be working towards improving things and all you get is more abuse and misinformation. Just as bad, you also don’t get all the important information about M.E. that could make an enormous positive difference to your life and to your health. If you try to improve matters and provide these groups and individuals with accurate information you are either ignored or banned, told to ‘stop being negative and mean’ or sent reams of often very personal and nasty abuse (sometimes also posted in public forums).

M.E. patients are in a terrible position. Almost all ‘our’ charities have sold themselves off to the highest bidder, and are now working to promote the same harmful misinformation they were created to fight against. These groups claim to be representing a large and diverse patient group but in reality they do not work for the benefit of any group, except themselves. These groups often take advantage of patients’ lack of ability (or unwillingness) to engage with politics, to read and assimilate significant amounts of slightly complex text and of their goodwill and trust in the most cruel way. Many patients put all their faith and efforts into this false advocacy, led by vested interest groups. Many (perhaps even most) fellow patients are, unwittingly, working directly against their own interests and aiding their abusers. Many seem determined to support the same old illogical nonsense that is the reason that no progress at all has been made in over 20 years. Perhaps some patients are too ill to even investigate other sources of information than the charity, or they have taken the charity’s word for it that the (entirely bogus) information they provide is all that exists. These sell-out groups and individuals are at fault here to a large extent, but at the same time they couldn’t keep doing the evil things they keep doing if they didn’t have so much (undeserved and unwise) patient support. It’s so incredibly shocking, and frustrating.

Those few groups and individuals that are involved in genuine advocacy are often able to do very little due to the physical constraints of M.E., the poverty associated with M.E., and the lack of public and other support. M.E. patients are just too ill to fight effectively for themselves like AIDS patients did. They can’t rally or march and many can only barely read or write now. AIDS patients also often have an early asymptomatic period of illness, which enables significant contribution to activism – but for M.E. patients the severe symptoms begin on day one.

8. The M.E. advocacy nightmare shock. Perhaps most shockingly of all, when you try to do some advocacy yourself and tell people about the double standards, discrimination and unfair treatment, and show them mountains of solid facts, you are met with disbelief. People cannot or will not believe that doctors could be so cruel, unscientific, ignorant and illogical; or that our governments and media could be so unethical and dishonest by selling their integrity for political and financial gain; or that so-called ‘charities’ could be just as corrupt.

Many people refuse to even do a tiny bit of quality reading on the topic of M.E., wrongly believing that they already have all the facts and know all there is to know, believing that anything that they don’t know just can’t be true. If you try to give people correct information you are accused of exaggerating or being fanciful. People snicker or roll their eyes when you talk about cover-ups, and give your information as much credence as stories of alien abductions or the ‘false’ moon landing. Anything not already mainstream is met with skepticism, as is the idea all of these groups could collaborate to create a mutually profitable, and very hard to undermine, lie. This despite ample evidence of similar scandals and cover-ups in the past, people seem unwilling to give up their belief in a fair and just government, media and medical system. They refuse to give up their comforting delusions….until and unless something similar happens to them, at least, and they have no choice but to face reality. But then, of course, they too are disbelieved when they try to spread the word, and so on and on it goes.

Most families and friends of patients are completely unwilling to help with advocacy, very often due to ignorance about the medical and political facts of M.E. Others are too busy with the duties of a carer for advocacy. Patients with other diseases almost always do not understand that the most commonly given information on M.E. is entirely false. By believing M.E. is something it is not and reinforcing many of the worst myths about the disease, most of these well-meaning groups and individuals work directly against the interests of M.E. patients, sadly.

M.E. itself also seems to work against you, in an unexpected way. People say it’s too severe and there are too many symptoms. The entirely unique way we respond to even trivial exertion and are so disabled by it, instead of inspiring sympathy, seems to actually inspire disbelief. People seem to (bizarrely) believe that there must be some limit on how bad a disease could be, and that such severe illness couldn’t be possible long-term. That you couldn’t possibly be too ill to sit or stand up, use the phone, speak or be spoken to, listen to music, write a letter or take a short trip out of the house. That you couldn’t possibly be so ill that you can only dream of one day being well enough to use an electric wheelchair sometimes, if you’re really lucky – and so on. As if all humans were ‘guaranteed’ somehow to always be able to at least do such simple tasks, and to only ever suffer a ‘reasonable’ level or time period of disability. But the body does not acknowledge such limits. If only.

Thus in 20 years not only has no progress been made in the fight for basic rights, but things have become much worse for M.E. patients and they continue to grow worse still as the years pass.

M.E. is a shocking disease in every way. M.E. is more severely disabling than almost any other disease on earth and the extremely high level of suffering and isolation it causes can last for many years or decades at a time. Yet M.E. patients get the least amount of support and compassion and such high levels of abuse and outright ridicule.

Some of us have some family and/or friends on board, some have welfare, some have basic medical care (although almost none have the same level of care the average MS patient has). But most don’t have all or even most of these things and when they do they have often taken many years to get and are very hard won. By the time many of us have some of these things we have been made severely ill by going so long without the right care, that it’s a somewhat hollow victory. Especially when we also know that so many others aren’t so lucky and that every year thousands of patients, adults as well as teenagers and very young children, are still needlessly being made severely ill or dead though ignorance and misinformation.

It’s like an episode of ‘The Twilight Zone.’ You want to wake up screaming some mornings, thinking it’s a nightmare and that such a hell just couldn’t possibly be real. That so many innocent people couldn’t be so ill, abused and persecuted, with almost none of the public even caring or knowing. That such a flimsy and unethical global medical scam couldn’t be so successful at fooling almost everyone, despite the fact it’s based on nothing more than smoke and mirrors, scientifically speaking. It’s all just far too shocking to take in sometimes.

I invite readers to be shocked about what is happening, even if M.E. hasn’t yet affected someone you love or know. The facts are utterly profoundly shocking – I haven’t explained even half of them here. If you have the facts about M.E. you should be not only shocked by what is happening, but also appalled, disgusted and outraged. I beg you to please use that shock, act on it and use it to help try and change things, and to see M.E. patients finally get some basic fair treatment and justice. The only way change will occur is through education, with enough people simply refusing to accept what is happening any more.

M.E. patients need your help so desperately, right now.

Copyright © Jodi Bassett, February 2010
Taken from

Jodi BassettJodi Bassett is an Australian artist, writer and patient advocate. In 2009 she founded the Hummingbirds’ Foundation for M.E. which fights for the recognition of M.E. based on the available scientific evidence, and for patients worldwide to be treated appropriately and accorded the same basic human rights as those with similar disabling and potentially fatal neurological diseases such as M.S – and also for the rights of all those misdiagnosed with ‘CFS’ that have diseases other than M.E.


  • Earthwalker

    Earthwalker is the username that PT founder Julie Genser created for her online interactions so many years ago when first creating Planet Thrive.

    Julie's (Earthwalker's) life was derailed over twenty years ago when she had a very large organic mercury exposure after she naively used a mouth thermometer to measure the temperature of just-boiled milk while making her very first pizza at home. The mercury instantly expanded into a gas form and exploded out the back of the thermometer right into her face. Unaware that mercury was the third most neurotoxic element on Earth, Julie had no idea she had just received a very high dose of a poisonous substance.

    A series of subsequent toxic exposures over the next few years -- to smoke from two fires (including 9/11), toxic mold, lyme disease, and chemical injuries -- caused catastrophic damage to her health. While figuring out how to survive day-to-day, and often minute-to-minute, she created Planet Thrive to help others avoid some of the misdiagnoses and struggles she had experienced.

    She has clawed her way over many health mountains to get to where she is today. She is excited to bring the latest iteration of Planet Thrive to the chronic illness community.

    In 2019, Julie published her very first cookbook e-book called Low Lectin Lunches (+ Dinners, Too!) after discovering how a low lectin, gluten free diet was helping manage her chronic fascia/muscle pain.


  1. jmecrow

    this is a great article and very educational. thank you for posting.

  2. Dr. Patricia Jordan

    I understand your frustration. Mine is similar as I can identify the bulk of all disease we suffer today as primarily originating from the dys regulation of the immune system imposed upon us all via vaccine administrations. Vaccines were never ever safe and never ever a proven method of preventing infectious disease, rather they are the largest medical assumption in the history of mankind and are responsible for more pain, suffering, disability, disease and death than anything else manmade. Virus or viral antigens, virus in vaccines they are all able to mistune the immune system and when this implodes in our bodies, these very types of dis eases results. Now everyone suffers the same becuase the vaccines impact our tissues differently based on our genetics, however…..this is KEY……..the very genetics we posses are a reflection of the antigens in vaccines we have been assaulted with. Vaccinations are precedence based not scientific or evidence based medicine, they are “marketed medicine” and quickly came under federal protection due to the money trail of protection and waivor of liability that became evident following the failure of vaccines. Any of these disease and there are many that are in truth vaccine induced diseases are not likely to receive inspection as it would lead to culpable responsibility of the government who is mandating and authorizing these vaccines. We need to call for the Precautionary Principle immediately and do the work that was never ever done and that is to even validate vaccine safety and efficacy. With the genetic differences of every human and animal on the planet, it is readily understandable, vaccines were never safe. Read more in MARK OF THE BEAST HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT and on

  3. canary2

    You are so accurate in every way. The psych label has been most destructive to our family. An easy way out for conventional practitioners and the legal system. Very alarming to see the strategies of denial in place everywhere one looks.

  4. Virginia Brown

    A very explanatory, clear article by Jodi Bassett – cuts right through a lot of the myths about M.E.ICD-10 – myths that have no scientific basis but persist because just not enough attention is going into debunking very illogical positions – and because certain interest groups benefit from perpetuating the “M.E. = “CFS”, and is hence all in the head” model.

    BTW, re Dr Patricia Gordan’s comment above, I think we should be careful about giving vaccinations too big a role in the disease, since family members with the same vaccination history don’t all get M.E.

    M.E. has been thought by the M.E. experts who’ve studied it most closely (Hyde, Ramsay, Richardson and a few others) to be caused by an enterovirus. I’m sure various conditions and incidents which impact on patients can make them more or less susceptible to getting M.E. from whichever enterovirus is involved, but their role cannot be a simple causal one.

  5. Nicola Reiss

    Many thanks to Jodi for speaking on our behalf, and doing it so eloquently. I share her anger and frustration at how we are treated.

    People looking for more information might like the following websites:


  6. Smiffy

    This is the best article on M.E. I have ever read. Thank you Jodi.

    I am severely affected & have had 23 years of the neglect and abuse she describes whilst the UK psychiatric profession have taken every penny of the research and treatment funding for this physical illness.

    The unremitting pain I am in is indescribable.

  7. Rita Gacon

    WELL DONE, JODI. As always, fighting for us all.
    If sufficient numbers of M.E., patients, bang their heads against the brick wall of ignorance, (that is if they have the strength and energy), we might actually cause some damage, and knock the bugger down?? I did think I had left all this ignorance behind in 1993, but nothing has changed. Shame on you, Docs. Physicians, especially Surgeons, do not know how to treat us, or even to engage in a useful and enlightening conversation with us. Why don’t you ask US HOW this BIZZARRE illness affects US? You might prevent further damage, and especially post surgical pain? Shame on you. Shame on you all!!! I bet you can sleep in your beds at night. I cannot. I always assumed that to be curious, to be open-minded and have Common Sense was a sign of intelligence. I have obviously been wrong for the last 60 years!! I have far too naive, but not anymore. The www had all the information I require, so look to your laurels. No more Mystique in Medicine. It is out there for all to read. Just use Medical Terminology!!

  8. Jenny Dooley

    The truth – at last! My thoughts have been ‘shouting’ agreement as I read your article here on M.E.
    I applaud you. It must have taken a lot out of you – but you’ve done a wonderful job of it!
    Ah, the memories of years…being belittled by doctors, chastised by family, ignored by friends…and no strength or energy to stand up for myself…
    Thank you for your voice!

  9. Alexandra Barton

    I had M.E. for many, many years. I used a wheelchair for family outings or a disabled scooter. I got very depressed because I couldn’t find people who had recovered. When I eventually did recover to full health and a normal life, I wrote my story and found another 49 stories from people who had been diagnosed with CFS or M.E. and recovered to good health and a normal life. I collated the stories into a book called “RECOVERY FROM CFS – 50 Personal Stories” which is available from or FREE stories from the book can be sent to your email address if you sign up for them on my website: I wish you all the very best with your recovery.

  10. Ken Kirkpatrick

    Thank you for a very informative journey. Bookmarked my flight back and look to return soon.


  11. earthwalker

    Thank you Jodi Bassett for being a strong voice of information amidst a sea of disinformation. Keep on shining your light so others can find their way!!

  12. Jason Steinmann

    Thank you. My wife has been suffering a severe level of ME for about a year now and I’ve being trying to articulate what is going on to friends and family with little success. This helps a great deal. Good luck.

  13. MSM

    Wow! That is one of the best articles on M.E. that I’ve read! I love that you cut through all the confusing BS and are getting the facts out there. This is something I’ll probably re-read many times, and will probably share with others. A very well done article. Good on you!

  14. Rose Fenton

    Thank you Jodi for all your articles, which I cannot always manage to read, being a severe sufferer of M.E. (almost all of my life!). It has been absolutely appalling, and still is, that the medical profession just generally does not accept how very ill we are, coping with so many symptoms on a daily, hourly, basis. After years of absolute denial, and being treated almost like a criminal for being ill, the only medical people who accept us are those who have it themselves, or a member of their family gone down with it.
    I could write a lot more, but no room, except to say that I believe my illness started with a contaminated polio-vaccine as a school-girl, and I am now elderly, still disabled, with voice loss etc. etc. Thank you for all you are doing to make this dreadful illness known.
    May you be given strength to carry on.
    Kind regards, from Rose

  15. earthwalker

    Thank you again Jodi, for writing an essay that so many feel validated by. It’s amazing what you are able to accomplish in the face of such a devastating illness. You are so talented!

  16. Matthew Smith

    Hi there,

    I got interested in the topic of ME after the Gilderdale trial here in the UK in January (I was vaguely aware of it before, but had no idea how severe it could be for so long, and that the abuses Jodi talks about are still ongoing). I do want to qualify something Jodi said about ME patients working with the groups she accuses of selling out.

    I’ve been in touch with a lady who is working with one of the better-known ME charities in the UK, the Association for Young People with ME (AYME). That group has been working to keep young ME sufferers in touch with each other and break the loneliness and isolation the illness causes. The group has a number of members with severe ME and recently issued a book on the subject, written by a lady called Emily Collingridge, who is herself bedridden (she had an extremely severe phase a few years ago). You can find details on the book here and an interview with the author here.

    The problem is that AYME (I suspect very recently) have moved towards the same position as Action for ME (one of those Jodi explicitly condemns) in advocating potentially harmful exercise therapies and CBT, which are right now officially sanctioned. This led to their medical advisor publically resigning, saying he wasn’t being listened to and that the group was more interested in appearing “respectable”. I wrote to this lady that AYME must be doing something right otherwise she and Emily Collingridge wouldn’t touch them. She said that the work they do in keeping young ME sufferers in touch with each other was “invaluable” but that there had been “much exasperation and unrest among members” because of these issues. There is a group in the UK dedicated to helping severe ME sufferers (the 25% ME Group – the woman with the feeding tube on the masthead is Lynn Gilderdale) but I don’t know if they have the same resources as AYME when it comes to teenaged and child sufferers. The Gilderdales were great supporters of that group but Lynn had been with AYME as well.

    There is another group, the Tymes Trust, which also helps young ME sufferers and their families and is supported by the leading ME investigators and experts like Byron Hyde and Elizabeth Dowsett. How that aspect of their work compares with AYME’s I couldn’t say.

  17. Montseniana

    Hello! I have 31 years and am sick of ME since I was about 6-7 years.
    I’ve never been able to do normal life, most days I was always sick at home than at school, always sick, my parents always thought I was a sickly child and they never suspected that I might have something more serious. Until I wanted to make my life and I could not. Then I started to go from doctor to doctor, psychiatrists, homeopaths, psychologists ……. all they told me the same thing: “you have depression and anxiety,” but I always knew there was something more, I knew that the problem was not in my head. One day, by chance, I will get to a page about me and information about the disease, and from there I started to look more infromacion, I visited a specialist and he confirmed my suspicions: I was sick of ME, I was sick since was very little, and that not only was sick of ME but of other diseases added like: MCS, fibromyalgia, and others.
    Talking to the doctor who diagnosed me came to the conclusion that among the 6-7 years I began to develop symptoms of ME, at age 12 I had my first crisis of MCS as I remember, at the time did not know what happened to me, now I can say I know that was a crisis of MCS.
    Now I’ve also discovered that when I was 5 years and a half I started to vaccinate against some allergies, I vaccinated up to 7 years, sorry but how not to relate these vaccines and my illness? is not necessary that vaccines are the cause, only that vaccines have contributed, the damage is already done ……..

    Kisses & Hugs from Catalonia!!


  18. KonaRose

    The heaps of abuse thrown upon those of us who are bedridden and living ‘death’ every day, is incredibly heinous. On the same day two weeks ago I was called names by two different ‘specialists,’ and they know I am a registered nurse. I barely speak to defend myself for I was too weak and in too much pain. So now I lay in bed, day after week after month after year, with only my husband to check on me, care for me, feed me. When death finally comes, believe me, it will be such a relief. I no longer want any more tests, no more ‘specialists’ to see, no more emergency room visits, see no more abnormal test results followed by name calling from doctors. Only people who are this very ill and abused by the medical system can understand this situation. I am fortunate to have my husband, my faith, and the hope of the resurrection. Thank you for being our voice, Jodi. You obviously have a few stronger days in order to speak so eloquently and dignified under such duress. Many blessings, my friend.

  19. irene

    In tears I smile as you have stated so much of my daily years of existance, for us who suffer this dreadful hell daily to feel validated understood,this needs to be mandatory reading for all med. students knowing big Pharma would be so greatful,not!

    Let us speak to the blind get it out there the dangers in our planet ,enviornment and useless drugs is all we are offered or labled the illness as ” mental illness ” drugs that bring in billions and poison us all, it is in posts such as this which took great energy and time I know, that people may open up to dangers in our careless treatment of our wonderful planet “Enviornment” where it all begins all illnesses how many need to die before they see,take rest and good care thank you Irene, Canada.

  20. Amelia

    Thank you for posting Jodi.
    You are a voice for many … Including me.
    Blessings to you :)

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